My story
It took 49 tries. I never stopped trying.
For 17 years, I lived in the grips of addiction to heroin, methamphetamine, alcohol and just about anything I could get my hands on. I left school young, and my life became a cycle of broken relationships, homelessness, prison, rehabilitation centres and countless attempts to get clean.
After 49 attempts through detoxes, rehabs and treatment services across Sydney, something finally changed. On 15 September 2009, I decided to do something different.
I changed my mind, and ultimately, I changed my life.
I went from being a client in rehabilitation to spending 10 years working at that very same organisation, eventually becoming a senior case manager. I supported people experiencing addiction, trauma, homelessness and complex life challenges, facilitated recovery groups and helped people find their own way forward. Along the way I completed a Certificate IV and a Diploma in Community Services.
Today I speak, mentor, run recovery groups, host the A Colourful Past podcast and build communities where people feel safe, welcomed and supported. Above all, I'm a proud dad to Joshua and Amalia. My recovery has given me the chance to be present, to love, and to build the relationships addiction once made almost impossible.
I spent 17 years in addiction, and now 17 years in recovery. I don't believe my past needs to define my future, and I want you to know that yours doesn't have to either.